Blank

Before I started work I had all these plans on things I wanted to buy and things I wanted to do.

Now that I've started and am nearing the first month mark, I look at my bank statement and feel nothing.

No exhilaration, no joyful expectations - blank.

I could go out and buy something nice for myself. Indeed, there are plenty of nice things around. But somehow I don't really have the interest.

All I see is a meaningless number.